Becoming

I don’t fully understand exactly what is going on. But I’m now smart enough not to question what or why it continues to happen with increased clarity and intensity.   I have chosen to let it flow and avoid trying to figure it out.  I’ve learned that some things are simply beyond my capacity to comprehend.  In the end the final product is not of my doing, but a gift, given to me.  I’m not sure how long I will receive them.  So time is of the essence.

I have developed a great respect for this new process, it is enlightening. I anxiously await the moment when the ocean pulls old sand away from a now familiar beach. I know my role; open my mind, tamper down my instincts.  Let humble and reflective thoughts create words, sentences and paragraphs from my fingertips.  Do not worry, there will be time for minor editing when the dust settles.   And yes, I’ll know exactly when the burst for this special musing has been extinguished. I have faith in the new self I am becoming and being. My iCloud now leverages a portfolio with 59 years of burnished lessons. I trust this uncomfortable thought evolution..  The results tend to speak for themselves and might speak on behalf of others.   Perhaps it will speak volumes about the humbling confidence in the perpetual power of hope now emerging me.